I actually can't tell if I am tired or depressed or just wanting to be alone to recharge with Christ. I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to do anything but stay in my room and read. I am having to drag myself to work and even to drumming class lately... and tonight seems the worst yet. I don't want to talk on the phone or read my email. None of it.
Just lie in my bed with the covers up to my chin and rest.